Why Do I Feel Like I Ratted AW Out?
So, I just spoke to a minister (a very cool one) about my marriage of 2 years to an AW.
After two years of going around and around and getting nowhere...and having my feelings crushed and my self esteem slammed more times than I can count...I called this guy up today and asked if we could talk.
When he met with me, I just blurted out my story. He was compassionate and understanding and didn't try to shove religion down my throat...but did tell me he would help me, find me help and stand by me.
Now, some sixty minutes later, why do I feel so guilty like I've betrayed my AW? She would kill me if she knew. Why am I feeling like this? Is this normal? Any comments or suggestions would be most helpful.