Hi Terri,
I've been here for a couple of months so didn't know you before but I'm glad to meet you.
It sounds like you're having a rough time and I'm sorry for you. It sounds like you're doing a great job though and are very determined. I don't know what to say about the hubby though. I know for me (I'm an alcoholic) I never could have stopped if we had alcohol in the house, never mind if my husband was encouraging me to drink. It sounds like you're ready to quit for good and I encourage you every step of the way.
Hang around here when you need someone to talk to. There's always someone around.
Love, Anna