Hey Jen,
I had 5 months yesterday. What I'll state from my experience thus far...is that my sobriety is ever changing. My first 3 months were almost surreal and my emotions a rollercoaster buoyed by a pink cloud of enthusiasm, relief (and yes niggling fear) about my sobriety and alternately, losing it. Every day, every week, every month is a new emotional experience for me. Sobriety is oh sooooooo much better...easier? No way..but definitely better, better, better!
Whatever it is you're feeling right now....will change....the tides keep turning...hang with support cuz some days..yes, some days.. you will definitely be tossed upon stormy seas and for most of the others...the sun will shine brighter and warmer than it's ever been.
Blessings....