I ask stupid questions, but I'm still hard wire.
That's why i havn't asked too much about it...becuase i can get
too obsess into seeking truth, sometimes. But maybe that's the
fear mechanism that keeps me hard wired. Pull me out of the rabbit
hole before I get too lost and bring me back to reality..
mmm..but what the heck is reality, becuase that's why I ask
the stupid question in the first place....did that make sense ?
So, do I create my reality, as wtf do we know suggested ?
if so...what's up with my dreams...it wasn't a consicious effort
on my part...or did i just simply looked and it all came together.lol
That was facts...but i'm not incline to let people drill holes in my head
or throw me into a box. To approve or disprove my facts.
There always a part of me that wants the truth.
The very simple questions I've asked as a child..what is the meaning of life ?
why are we here ? what is the purpose of all of this ?
which comes back to, dose god exist ?
I don't know...
So was that happy ball just my belief, something I made up..
it works..it kept me sober
So is god something mankind made up ? A system.
it works...it helps a lot of people.
Here i go again...asking stupid questions...lol