(((((((CMC))))))))
Sorry your feeling leary, but rest assured, it's normal for all of us.
You don't know how many times I've backpedaled to step 1 when dealing
with as and his "truths".
Outta your hands, sweetie. You'll make the right decision, I'm sure.
Your experinced. lol
Prayers for you and continuing recovery prayers for as.
Love ya,