Hi Lynne, I also am so sorry you are sick. It is more than understandable that at times like this you miss him the most. When we are sick we are more vulnerable. I hope & pray you feel better soon. Have a hot cup of tea, and get nice & cozy. Snuggle under the covers with the tv on. Do everything you can to pamper yourself. It is ok to pamper yourself, especially when you are not feeling well.
Love,
Diane