This is when things are the hardest for me. I just came back from the doctor & I have a bladder infection, torn shoulder muscle, need to see a cardiologist & neurologist. And I have a high fever for an adult. And I feel like crap.
Dammit, hon, you are just gonna HAVE to give up that mud wrestlin' on the weekends... your body just cannot take it anymore.... (grin).
I am sorry you are hurting... and I do know how hard it is to be sick and alone. Please know you are in my prayers....and thoughts. And I am glad you posted this - a way of reaching out. Sometimes, we have to reach out in order to let others know what we need.
((hugs))