Im out of this thread as of now,Im feeling its a downer for me and Ive had lived down long enough,sorry to have left my last message as rude but I'm confused as if I were drunk last couple days.Getting off alcohol and weed IS terrible,Im making the best of it and have an appt. with my Dr. Friday.Probably gonna go for a medication as Ive slipped soooooooo many times before,antabuse seems to be my best choice in my eyes but we will see what doc says.Also waiting for psychotherapist to get back to me,dont know why all the psychs we called are too busy or never called back,makes me wonder if thier heart is in the right profession.Maybe we should just lock this thread cuz pplz are having disagreements which makes me feel like crap cuz I started this thread.BTW,Im doing OK.Thanx