I am saddened to hear of all that you are going through , You are loooved and missed here at SR , stay strong while away and I will anticipate your return , Damn why does it seem like I lost a family member , most of us have grown to know and love you , you were one of the first people that responded when I first came to SR , and your words of encouragement ( and the rest of you too.. ) gave me peace and hope I can honestly say that you and others have contributed to MY recovery . Thank you Steph , I miss you already . till I got nothing left. JEI