Its Over
I deserve better.
I split up with baldy yesterday.
To cut a long story short, I told him I thought we should split up after a day of total love-less-ness - he said, well 'ya know, I'm not happy....'
I said:
DO YOU THINK I F***IN AM????
His basis for how our relationship is going is gauged in how UNHAPPY HE IS.
Well, **** features, I know this might sound bonkers to you, but I am NOT F***IN HAPPY EITHER.
Sorry to break the news you utter disaster for an excuse of a human being.
What annoys me most about this whole situation is the fact that he is selfish enough to think that I've been enjoying myself? To be blessed with the time he has given up to be with me. No sh*t FAT BOY...............
Y'know, f**k it, its not like I wasn't expecting this to happen. Now at least I can focus on me and my recovery and not be constantly let down by him. I don't have to expect anything of him as he is not my boyfriend anymore.
I feel like the world has been taken off my shoulders.
Thanks for listening.
Mxxxx