******{Theresa}}}}
You are not by yourself. So many of us have the same problems when it comes to becomoing sober. i felt like like wasnt worth it for the longest time. I almost let myself drink and drug myself to death. I was really close. I had to go to rehab because I was so sick.
I am not gonna lie and tell you once you stop drinking everything will wonderful. It doesnt work that way. Life is hard, but in a sober state the problems are easier to deal. The feeling of hoplessness doesnt have to be a permanent feeling.
Your daughter needs you. You can be happy again. It is hard especially in the beginning, but it gets better. As far as caving in. I had 76 days clean and then fell. I felt like **** and full of guilt, but I pulled myself together and now I am on 6 days clean.
Please dont give up!!
Keep posting. Sr has alot of good people with good advice.
Just dont give up and be kind to yourself.