Kermie, you are my hero! Very strong, independent, and brave. It's always a little scary to try something new. When those first pangs of fear rise to the surface remember this:
It's a sign of recovery. It's a sign that you're moving forward in your life and making new, healthy choices. It's actions like these that result in real changes in our lives.
Who knows what's next in your life? Perhaps a handsome young prince will happen upon you, sweep you up in his arms, plant a passionate kiss upon your lips, then poof the evil spell of alcoholism will be broken, and our little froggie will turn into the princess of peace and serenity.