OH Chero--I am so sorry!!!!!! Things were looking up for you too!
Don't be ashamed that you picked him up from jail--I too did the same thing for my AS more than once.Sometimes we do it for ourselves so we don't have to be up all night sick worrying about them.
You are in a bad spot right now-looks like there is no way out-no light at the end of the tunnel--most of us have been there and at anytime could be re visiting that place again.
I can't believe now he is ranting--is there anywhere you can go--to a relative or a friends?If not the headphones are a good idea--how many times did I lock my bedroom door and put on the headphones? Too many to count.
Read.watch tv--any way you can to tune him out.How dare he bully you like that???
My heart goes out to you---oh chero know you are in my prayers tonight.Promise you will keep posting when you can so we know you are OK--remember to breath! Try and stay calm.