PJBS,
I'm happy to report there IS life after 50 and it can be a darn good one. Funny thing, at my meeting the other night the subject turned to "attitude". Guess my HP knew I needed that one. I used to be one that could always zoom in on the negative. But after attending meetings for a while, that started to change. How? I'm assuming it's the 12 step program and my HP, but I'm telling you my attitude about my life has changed.
If you can, why not make a meeting and see if a change of focus and a change of attitude might start for you today? And please know I say this with love and understanding in my heart, cause I have been right where you are today. What I learned through meetings was I didn't have to stay in that pit.
Big hugs and sunshine for you,
Hangin' In