yeah, um... i loved LOVED herb as well. me and herb were buddies! my dog is named haze... helloooo? but anyway, i had a situation where i quit because i was working at a job where i'd be randomly drug tested at any time, and i made too much money to risk it. so i quit, then i realized that i drank way way too much too. so i quit drinking. i went to AA, i went to NA. i made sober friends who have wicked war stories about the past. i still love the smell of herb, i still burn nag champa incense, but i can't smoke anymore... i just can't risk it. i've got to be worth more than getting high is, y'dig?
i mean, your path is your path... if i weren't an alcoholic, i probably would be able to smoke herb recreationally instead of habitually. as it goes, i'm a bit of a drug addict.
good luck in your search, keep me posted.