Hope/Chi -
I'm right there with you. I just found out that I am on a waiting list (not more than a week long) for an outpatient program here in San Diego. I'm not a bit scared, even looking forward to it. My program is 3 nights per week and will require me to go to 3 AA meetings per week. BUT, I don't have to take a month or more off of work, can still take care of my family, and hopefully will gain insight to my alcohol problem and tools to deal with stressors/triggers.
Let's all keep in touch with progress/problems/questions!!
TinLizzy