Need strength to follow through this time
Dear friends. Its been a long time. I'm happy to say I'm much stronger thanks to this program. My A has been in and out of me and my 2 children's lives now for 2 yrs. He has relapsed on and off with alcohol or drugs. His family has totally disengaged in his life, he started a successful buisness on-line which is gone now, and his committment to get in recovery lasted one week. True during that week he went to 3 mtgs; however, last night was drinking again with rationalization,etc.
I'm tired gang and not willing to get on this ride again. He regularly screens calls to avoid confrontation and did last night. I have asked him to move his things out of my house and we wouldn't even consider anything until he was in recovery for a couple of months. I know he has no where else to go and I think I haven't acted before now because of this.
In my gut/head I think this is the right decision for me and my kids. In my heart I'm hesitant and insecure about this.
What do ya'll think....?????