Such good thoughts in these posts...they give renewed strength to me. My son is two weeks away from completing his fourth round in rehab. My biggest problem is feeling sorry for him. It is a game they catch us up in. And we as enabling parents fall so easily into it. IT DOES NOT HELP! I am saying that for me as well as you. You sound like a good loving mom caught in a hellish situation. I'm sorry you are going through this but I know you have come to the right place. I am a stronger, more aware addict (addicted to my son) and I have to let him fall every day in order to stay sane. Hang in there!
krhea