Right?
It is getting really sad. I wish he would just leave me alone. I'm afraid he's going to make it incredibly hard to move on - but at this point, I figure just letting him text or whatever and not responding will at least be the test of whether or not he is sane - and next time he shows up at my house, I'm going to get real and either not answer the door at all or open it and tell him immediately that he has to leave. Then if he crosses that line, there's no "blurry" grey area... it's black-and-white unwanted. At that point, I might not have such a problem with the alternatives... which, right now, are to tell my dad, tell his parents (really don't want to do this, but they don't even probably know we are broken up!) or... gosh, I hope this doesn't happen - call the cops.
I am really nervous because tomorrow I am having some people over for my b-day, and I don't want him to crash it. I'm so scared that he will. But I hope my sister will take care of it for me so I don't have to.