glad to see you taking care of yourself. at one time i suffered a bad case of depression, i just could not function and i too layed in the fetal position for months. the anti depressants helped but i was too afraid to get addicted so i didn't continue to take them. i resently found out that i may not have gotten addicted to them but thats what i thought.
what helped me then, was to elimanate those stressors. mainly my husband and his addiction and began to follow you guys suggeations. youre right though to leave it to the professionals, i think they know better how to treat you. still praying for you and yours.