I understand where you are coming from. I did not live with my addict very long only 4 months. But since he left, I have had to do the same thing. It is not because I miss him, cause I don't. I think that after living with as much "drama" as I did, that now I feel un-needed. It was a hard decision for me as well. But I am a single mom, I can't let this slow me down. I am glad that I am taking them. I feel so much better. I think that you made the right decision. I am proud of you