So much pain...
My heart feels ripped open and raw.
Everything reminds me of him.
I feel a deep and consuming emptiness.
He has been such a large part of my life for such a long time.
He cannot or will not admit to the extent of his problem.
He will forfeit everything I THOUGHT we had in the name of denial.
It feels so heart wrenching that the same person who treated me like a queen once is acting so indifferent and as though he could care less about me.
I feel like this pain will never stop.
I can barely function.