Sending prayers WhereTo, for peace for you, and for your son to find a better path. The only thing that gave me peace during my AH active addiction was
turning him over to God. Alot of times I tried to control things so he would change, I was only getting in Gods way. Keep reading and posting... get all
the knowledge you can about addiction. Take special care of yourself and try to do something nice for yourself. Knowledge is power.... as you learn more about the disease of addiction that rules the addicts life, and take good care of yourself, you'll get stronger ... one day at a time, sometimes one moment at a time. Tomorrow will be a little brighter. (((HUGS)))