Hi
I’m sorry you are in so much pain… There was a writer, forget who just now, that said:
“The most important question one must consider, before deciding to have a child, is
“Are you prepared, to forever have your heart, walking around outside your body?”
I found this to be SO true, and unfortunately, our hearts do break when they stumble.
I have no profound advice for you, just want to let you know that I care and I am praying for your family tonight.
Hugs,
JSM