thank you teke. my concern for my son is his mental health. when he was out here he tried killing himself buy hanging in a tree. i came home and thank god i did when i did he was already blue. i am afraid he will try that in there and no one will see him. anyhow i know that he is better off in there than on the streets using the meth. i know his choices are his choices, but deep down inside i still feel it is my fault. right now i focus on my recovery, but i gotta to say that this week has been a struggle just getting out of bed and to face my work. one day at a time though