hope
i hope you manage to find some affection from somewhere i know how it feels and it hurts i would give you a big hug but my arms will not reach that far lol
well good luck if you put your cards on the table with your partner they may wisk you off your feet again like when you first met, i don't let anyone get close to me due to me not wanting to explain my issues or wreck their lives well hope i have not made you feel any worse