I don't have the desire or willingness for step work or praying.
I didn't either, until I got my butt kicked awfully darn hard. Funny how willing I became when I was almost dead, broke and homeless.
Once I swallowed my pride, and stayed with the program a little while, I realized how foolish I had been fighting it. It's no big deal, really. It's simple (not easy) and it WORKS.
151 Days in, with a BIG dose of serenity , hope, and gratitude. Not that silly "pink cloud", I'm talkin' the real thing.