Still sad about everything, still scared, still resentful. Mostly just don't know...
Your answers are in the 12 steps. You have watched your husband grow in the program, what is your resistance?
Many of us go to make them stop drinking but that is no longer your concern. I went because I was crying all the time and there had to be a better life out there for me. ME!
I didn't know what to do any more to make things right and I was miserable.
If you give it an honest shot you will be grateful you did.
Hugs,
JT