I am a reactionary. To all comments I react, defensively angrily and with vengence. Im working on it but have so far to go.
When someone says something mean tears flow hard and strong, I cannot stop them, when they stop I switch to angry.
I obsess over everything.
When I turn things over to God I need to leave them in his hands and not take them back on. I need to let go more and remember things arent always going work out as planned.