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I'm finally admitting I have a problem with alcohol. I've known I did & have even said as much... but I'm now really admitting it & going to do something about it. I've been drinking, on & off, since I was a teenager. I'm now 42. I even met my ex-husband at a party, when I was drunk. He's an alcoholic. My father was also an alcoholic who came from a family of alcoholics. I emailed my aunt today & asked her how she stopped. She emailed me back & told me so many things & told me I could call her anytime. I'm so grateful for her! I'm really starting to scare myself now, because I'm finding myself doing unsafe things & feeling soooo guilty in the morning! I say things to people & don't remember what I said. I hug everybody & flirt up a storm. I don't want to do these things anymore! I need love & support. And I see that you guys do just that. Please help me out here!