Dentist gives me vicodin
Well, 9 days clean now but just like us addicts know, somehow someway drugs find us or to be totally honest we find them. I have a toothache and when the dentist today mentioned giving me something for pain, my mind lit up like a christmas tree. no way was igoing to say, "oh dentist, im a crack addict, i cant have narcotics" He only gave me 15 but one is too many. Well now more than ever i need to stay strong! I hate this situation. Oh and what else i hate is that i think my psychiatrist doesnt know what my condition is! she has me on adderall, effexor, depakote, and seroquel! those are for all different conditions like ADHD,depression, and bi-polar. I just feel hopeless. just started the adderrall and feel pretty hyper whe nsupposedly its supposed to calmu down. shes lowering the effexor dose but probably the mix of adderall and effexor hypes me up, i dont know. maybe my pharmicist can advice me if i should get a new psychiatrist. im going to go join a gym today i think after reading a new study that says more brain cells grow from cardiovascular exercise. life is really hard ya know . Hope everyone is feeling peace today.