hi sooobeee thanks for posting. dont feel guilty for not making your meetings. the important thing is your sober now. you said you suffer from anxiety issues. i know that all too well. i have social anxiety disorder. makes it so hard to meet new people so i rarely go to meetings. its so hard for me but i do try. i have good days and bad. but with time and my good shrink lol we will kick this. and for you wanting to know why doesnt he understand. i dont know the answer to that and im sorry. i hope someone will help you with that issue. i too am glad i found this place. now im addicted to you guys! but thats far more safe im thinking
good luck. hope you find what you were looking for, sorry i was no help. but wish the best...jason