Sorry JG,
I read this earlier and I had to give it some thought.
I don't think I have EVER allowed myself to trust love 100%...I wrote alot about it in my journal a while back. For me at least it is about protecting myself...what could be wrong with that?
But a funny thing has happened in my realtionship with Ward since I did all that writing. I trust him to love me unconditionally. Would that be my growing in the program or him changing as a result of that? I don't know...I kind of think it is time in the relationship...every year trust grows more.
Hugs,
JT