((Jewel))
We're on the same boat of desperation darling, i too had to distance myself from Rain. I haven't seen him for 3 days as i couldn't take the up-down feelings anymore. Now it's only down...but at least it's less chaotic!!
It really hurts isn't it..I haven't yet put a halt to my relationship with abf to be honnest, just few days without him to cool off and think things through...but i know that eventually if he doesn't seek help it'll be over. Anyway one day at a time, you did what you had to do for now and tomorrow is another day.
Lots of hugs
Carine