dreamwvr

Godhelpme, That is wonderful! The scary part is two days ago, I made the decision to start looking myself. Two days ago, I also told my A not to call anymore...ever. (He didn't listen, but I don't answer.) With all of everyone's help on the boards, I made the realization that I have the power to change the rollercoaster. It's time for me to stroll around the park with my hand in only my children's hands. I am also scared about the thought of buying a house. I rent right now, but for once I actually feel like I want to settle down without any chaos. We can both be scared together! I'm excited you made your offer - I do hope it goes through for you! I found one for me and the kids that would be perfect, but just started looking. God will find us the perfect one. God knows which path is best. I told my mom, it is almost like God has both of his hands out to me right now. One is my relationship with the A, but he has placed the other one out there for me. God is saying "you choose", but in the mean time he is also thinking as he is shaking the second hand... "choose this one, choose this one".... lol! Good Luck to you Godhelpme