Originally Posted by c'est la vie

DON'T apologize! Sometimes a girl's just gotta vent. And that certainly is OK here. DO tell your doctor everything. It's not safe for you to assume he won't "get it" or believe you and therefore might as well not know. He can only help you if he knows everything.

IO and REdhead, glad to have you with our mommy club. You've got some good experience and strength to share.