Originally Posted by Deathrow558

Trying to end my life was the loneliest experience of my life. I stood there by myself and made a conscious decision to do what I did but only after did It really hit me what I had wanted to do and I don't EVER want to be in that situation again. I can't describe the sorrow, pain and anger I felt towards myself and my family. I want to be able to come home from work and sit at home bored and NOT want to drink to relieve the boredom.

So far...it hasn't worked.

Thanks