Originally Posted by
Deathrow558 
Trying to end my life was the loneliest experience of my life. I stood there by myself and made a conscious decision to do what I did but only after did It really hit me what I had wanted to do and I don't EVER want to be in that situation again.
You nailed it, dude. What alcohol does to us is to isolates one completely. You are in fantastic age to stop - there is a whole life in front of you.
I could only wish if I was clever enough to realize I had a problem, 27 years ago, when I was 20. If that was the case I am positive today I would not be an obese, bankrupt, lonely and sad man.
Be brave - it is not easy for you and for sure it is not going to be easy once you stop. Here you'd get a lot of support and wise words, I am sure.
Good luck.