well pick that scab off and bleed some more
i had the unfortunate encounter last night when someone confirmed (not that i was trying to get any information) that my AH had been screwing around on me pretty much most of the time. he would never admit it. but my therapist helped me deal with the reality that those kind of encounters are pretty common with a f*@!ing alcoholic out in the bars all the time.
i wonder how i possibly could have ever gotten caught up with such a low life m*!^@rf%(*er in the first place. wonder what i would have seen had i walked into the bar some evening to his f***ing surprise.
it burned in me all over again.
i know i know- they don't mean anything. but they sure as hell mock me - next time i saw him that evening, he said something to me and all i had to say to him was "f**& you". what a turn around.