Life on lifes terms says to-----me,
that when i make any kind of statement,that i need not be surprised if 90% of folks disagree...lol.Im no longer enflunced on authers,or others who say there is no God.its become a non-issue in my life today.
All i know for sure,is that in my darkest,gut-wrenching,time in my life,i asked God to help me,and i was lead to the recovery rooms.Out of what seemed like the blue,i wanted,to change.I wanted a better way to live,without booze.
You say that you prayed and prayed to stay sober,and yet you went back out.This is your own responsibility here,using your free will..Look into the root and causes of why you decided to go back to drinking.Have you embraced step one?