Miserable.
I have been sober for 1 month and 24 days, and I am absolutely miserable. There's so much other stuff going on in my life right now, but I can't concentrate to save my life, and I just feel so incredibly depressed for no good reason. I am going to a wedding this summer, so my boyfriend and I are spending 5 days at the beach 12 hours away...I know it's just a matter of time. My sobriety is getting the best of me and I don't know how to make it any better. I have officially given up on AA, and I just found out that my insurance dropped me last week (long story) so I can no longer go to my therapist. I don't know if I am depressed because of sobriety or other things, but I am incapable of getting anything done for school, and I keep slipping up at work. I just can't seem to stay focused on anything. I don't feel like myself. Thanks for listening.