hope i didnt try to tell you what to do .....
thank you for ur reply - u do have alot of wisdom and experience to share
sounds like you had a rough past - wish i could help....it gets me out of my head to help others
im hoping that after i get my transportation problem resolved that things will get better - meetings, people, something other than work and my apartment
i am afraid of what the future will bring as i cant control it
im afraid of getting sober again this weekend cold turkey....