sharon, thanks for your words!
You seem to have an easy way with people on this forum...you bring encouragement and hope to every person who has posted on this thread. I love that you give a personal message to every stranger who posts their fears.
In my case, everything you said makes total sense, I just 'forgot' to see the sunny side this week, which you reminded me of.
I dug up my diploma, to SHOW myself that I had done something really cool...and I see the Scharzenneggar (sp?) signature...I still cannot believe that he is governor, and his name is on my diploma! hahahaha (I'm from CA)
cheers!