Originally Posted by Fiona107

I am afraid I am incapable of recovering from my addictions
I am afraid I will never know peace of mind
I am afraid I will never be happy
I'm terrified something will happen to the people I love before I get a chance to clean up and be a good daughter/sister/friend
I'm afraid I've let so much of my life pass me by because I've been using for so long and made so very many bad choices
I'm afraid I'm going to make another bad choice and pick up again
I'm afraid what comes around goes around and that I have some terrible karma waiting for me
I'm afraid that God is angry with me and what if there isn't even a God? And I always did believe.
I'm afraid to go to meetings
I'm afraid of committment but at the same time I fear I may never get married and/or have a child - I'm 36 and the last eight years have been dedicated to my addiction instead of progressing in life.
I'm afraid of my own mind
wow I can keep going

I'm full of fear. This was a good idea for a thread. I'm just plain terrified.