welcome, anonone -
my daughter is now in recovery, but when she was active - she was also a binge drinker. she tried many times to control and limit her drinking, and was not successful. her disease progressed quickly, and she found herself getting deeper and deeper into addiction - adding cocaine and pot use to her drinking.
she also got a dui, her second. her accident was her wake up call. she is sober now since september, with the help of rehab and aa.
recovery is possible.
blessings, k