Originally Posted by
AnonOne 
So now I'm debating if i really have a problem that I should seek help for
Well, if I was on your debate team, (and I am,
I am) I'd say what you've been through coupled with your decision to ask for help at a sober recovery group sorta,
kinda leads one to believe that, yes, this may be a problem.
I've only found one solution and "responsible" drinking wasn't it.
Stay here a while, read others posts. You may find an answer. It may be one you don't like. but it may save your life someday.
Bear hug,
Da Stagebear