Wow... Im trying to catch my breath..... My husband of 18 months walked out Friday.... Ive been praying for almost two years for guideness and direction and he kept leaving and I kept taking him back.... regardless... The day after he left... I made a phone call to my best friend of 18 years... she's been in recovery for 6 years... another blessing from up above.. Ive been sober two days now! And for the first time in a long time feel hopeful.