ML,
Didn't mean anything mean by my comment of being scared by your comment (who's on first?...lol). I guess if my A had 14 years of sober time and then fell off, I'd be feeling just like you. Somehow I think I'd feel safer with 14 years but you have pointed out that we are never safe or home free, I guess. And I guess that is the biggest reason for continuing to work our program because this disease is cunning baffling and powerful. And NO ONE is safe unless they are working their program...meaning US AND THEM!
Hangin' In