Depression & Relationships Don't Mix
right before new year's i ended a 4-year relationship with my passive-aggressive, abusive boyfriend. hooray! of course, i still miss him. not the meanness, but the tiny good times; the laughter.
now, today, i had a text-battle with another guy who'd been just popping in and out of my cell phone whenever he felt like it. he'd caused several of the fights i'd had with my ex. i just wanted to let him know to lose my number, and he got all disrespectful with the texts, and i obliged.
i have insomnia, i'm depressed, and i'm at work! what a combination. i just wanted to get those things out there. i can't wait to get off work and have a beer! or two! or three! oops! maybe i shouldn't have said that!