"That was beautifully written. For so many of us, the words to capture the feelings/emotions just doesn't come."
When I was with my exabf I was not able to put my feelings and emotions in words. In fact, I would find myself stumbling on what to say, then apologizing for my inability to adequately express what's on my mind. It was a HUGE stumbling block in our relationship and I felt stifled.....as if someone took away my voice. Once I removed the toxic element (exabf) I was able to get in touch with exactly what I felt again. I was able to write music and record again without feeling blocked.
Thank you all for helping me realize that although I am an infant in my recovery i'm still making progress......and that's really all that matters.